A Slow Reading Month Isn’t a Failed Reading Month


I’ve always been a slower reader when it comes to physical books, though I can usually plow through an audiobook at 2.5x speed.

This month, though, reading just wasn’t connecting for me the way it normally does. It wasn’t because of the books themselves. This isn’t a criticism of any of the authors. My reading rhythm was just off.

It’s easy to compare ourselves to others in the online book community. I’ve seen readers consistently finish 30 or more books in a single month, and that’s genuinely impressive. But comparison doesn’t tell the whole story. We all read differently, have different schedules, different reading habits, and different relationships with books.

I also know how easy it can be to drift away from reading. High school English classes ruined reading for me for decades. What was once a source of joy became something that felt like work, and it took a long time to rediscover my love of books.

This slump doesn’t feel like that. It feels more like a natural ebb and flow. And maybe that’s not a bad thing.

Stories need tension, quiet moments, setbacks, and turning points to make the payoff meaningful. Reading can be the same way. Not every month is going to be filled with five-star reads and overflowing TBR progress. Sometimes a slower month makes you appreciate the great reading months even more.

So while four books isn’t a huge number by some standards, it’s where I am right now. I’m grateful for the stories I read, and I’m hopeful that June brings a little more reading momentum.

How was your reading month? Do you ever find yourself comparing your reading pace to others?

Image: taken May 2, I don’t know what kind of flower this is, but in May and June, the scent is heavenly.

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Happy Pride – Every Story Matters, Every Love Wins

My books are LGBTQ+ positive. They are full of characters, love stories, and worlds where everyone belongs. This Pride Month (and every month), I stand with my LGBTQ+ readers, friends, and community.

You are seen, you are celebrated, and you are always welcome here.

If you like polyamorous romance with equal drama and passion and a love-is-love philosophy. Check out…

Overruling Judgment
Defending Engagement
Willful Parties

365 Days of Grief: A Heartfelt Tribute

365 Days Without You

Three hundred sixty-five days of tears I’ve cried,
damp cheeks that never fully dried.
Swollen eyes that ache each night,
searching shadows for your light.

A stuffy inhale, a broken sigh,
chapped lips that whisper your goodbye.
My throat still tight with words unsaid,
your name repeating in my head.

A heavy chest I cannot free,
each heartbeat drags your memory.
A hollow space you used to fill,
now gapes and aches and lingers still.

This racking pain won’t ease or part,
it curls itself around my heart.
And breathless longing, sharp and true,
still reaches out… and finds no you.

Run Free Tanner until we meet again at the Rainbow Bridge

Spring Showers And Reading Hours

Spring shower and reading hours. Here’s what I finished in April.

Penelope Sky Betrayal Series. Mafia Romance with muscles, drama, love, thrill, and food. I love a series that gets better the further you get into it. I’m looking forward to finishing this one with It Pains Me and It Destroys Me

Sara Cate – Loved Give Me More, which is exactly what I need. More of this series. More MFM.

And Maren Moore’s Sincerely, The Puck Bunny, because every month should include at least one hockey romance! There’s a secret that could destroy them, but it didn’t detract from the love building between them.

The Idea of You – this isn’t my first time reading, but the angst of the heartbreak hits so hard. I love a romance that hurts.

I threw in a few light-hearted books. Susan Mallery’s The Bookstore Diaries and And Now Back To You.

Image taken San Jose April 19 at 9:00 am